Missing

Something is missing
I cannot find what it is
but there is a gaping hole somewhere in me
And I can feel it expanding
Eating away at my soul
Making me weary of the world
What is love? I ask myself
Does it matter?
I will never find an answer
All I will find is pain and darkness
I hold out my hand
feeling the air about me
lost
I close my eyes and imagine a had touches mine
and pulls me up into the darkness
But a faint glimmer of light appears above
Brighter
I can feel it
Its mine
My eyes open and I see nothing
Its not as dark
But I still cannot find what is missing.
Is it the light I lack?

The Flower

There is a flower
A beautiful flower that I saw one day
In a meadow among a great many
She is unique
It bends in the wind unlike the others
And smells like the breath of God
Bright and luminous even in the night
At first sight she stole my heart
But i did not pick it
For something so beautiful must be fragile
So I leave her and watched from afar
But the flower saw me
Eyes as diamonds in the sun
A smile that made the sightless warm
Her petals soft and smooth
I try to pick the flower
And take it for my own
Yet she remained steadfast
I pulled again
The earth gave way
Revealing the dark twisted roots
A tangle of the past
filled with regret and sorrow
But it does not enter my gaze
I do not care for the past
Only the beauty that it gives forth
I know that she is a product of the roots
And I would trade it for nothing
So I love her
She loves me
The meadow holds more flowers
Yet none as touching as she
I see them yet they do not compare
to my flower
My Beautiful Girl
My Heart of Joy
My Day of Dreams
My Hopes
My Flame
My Flower

Reflection of My Girl

Why do you want to change the face
That I want to see everyday until the end
How can you curse the body
That can stop the world when it's in my arms
Why can you not gaze into the eyes
That I could lose myself in for days
How can you not love the girl
That so freely earns the pedestal in my heart

How can you love me
When you cannot love yourself

Free Fall

My mind is lost
My heart is taken
Stolen my the lady of the rose
But such bliss in the lack of  reason
And to see all through the red layer
And to feel only love
It is a free fall from the mountain
Not a care in the world
Or a way to stop my descent
I do not care when I will hit the bottom
If that should be my fate
Weightlessness as I sail in the sky
I see everything
But I see nothing
Nothing save her
in my arms, and her voice in my ear,
"Never Let Go"
And I never will.
Not a thing in the heaven or earth
Can convince me to leave this state of love
Of bliss
Of pure ecstasy
There is no ground for us
We will never stop falling
Never loose the feeling we have now
Never..

My Angel, My Desire

There is nothing more grand
And nothing more divine
Than the voice of an angel in my ear
And the touch of an angel on my arm
The song is like a harp, spinning notes by the skilled hands of a goddess
The embrace is like the sea, calm and light under the moon's glow
This sound and this touch I need
To traverse the cruel and lonely road that is life
So sing to me
And let me hold you
My angel on the earth
My heart and my desire

There is nothing more warming
And nothing more invigorating
Than the laugh of an angel in the air
And the kiss of an angel on my lips
The laugh is like the wind, bearing the red rose hence
The kiss is like an ember, lighting the fire that consumes my heart
The laugh and kiss i need
To pull me from sleep and through the day.
So laugh for me
And kiss me
My angel on the earth
My heart and my desire

Girls

A Starry Night

It has never been as simple as it was now. She was with me and I was with Her and that was all that mattered. It was on the last night of Summer vacation when She called me and said She was outside. Waking up and rubbing my tired eyes i listened to what She had to say. As She finished, I couldn't help but have a wide smile on my face. I got in simple jeans and a T-shirt and quietly maneuvered myself through my house and the front door. She was standing outside wearing shorts and a thin cami and we smiled at each other, on of our smiles that hides a laugh. 

I got in my used Focus and She hopped in the passenger side. I started the car and drove. We drove for an hour until there was no light to block out the stars above, then we stopped on the side of the rode and started to walk. Our hands were locked and Her body was warm against mine. The trees were thick but we went to a clearing and laid a blanket down on the ground. She sat down first and I followed.

Our eyes locked and then we both turned our heads skyward to gaze at the beautiful array of stars that decorated the black sky. We were still holding hands and smiling. We sat there for what felt like hours, in which time she put her head on my chest and fell asleep. She was mine and I was Hers. I kissed her forehead and then went to sleep myself, after getting one more look at the constellations above.